*//stay gold

i'd probably still adore you with your hands around my neck.

2012-01-21T13:35:00.003-06:00

blogger image uploader is working! pray that it continues to work!
i wanted to go ahead and get this out of the way because his eyes are weird and his face is too long. /wrists but it's mostly his long face that i have a problem with. i will fix it next time i draw him.
this is dim's partner, domingo espada, who is a poison expert. he is a bit of a sadist and gets annoyed easily, usually has to be calmed by dim, who is the calm one of the combo.

likes: mint gum, lollipops (esp the the sour green apple), leather, visual kei (style), and crosses
hates: potatoes and rainy days

and i halfheartedly drew that ugly ass cross that is supposed to be his necklace.
the cross actually contains his favorite poison (there is a little opening at the bottom of it, or their is a place to put a syringe in it for an injection). domingo only uses this poison on emergencies or when he would like to see his victim suffer. the way the poison works is is slows down blood circulation. then, it causes a blood clot in the lungs, so suffering is inevitable.

you have a face made of gold. :-)

2012-01-08T17:42:00.003-06:00

been kinda lazy with updating this blog again. i apologize once again. blogger uploading/images is still being a bitch, which now requires me to upload from photobucket, causing me to become even more of a lazy bastard. idk why. like, images upload, but they don't load correctly. /sigh i will try to update every couple of weeks from now on.
this was supposed to be uploaded two days ago, but photobucket was having some sort of malfunction.

have some super quick character reference sketches.
neither of them have names yet, but i'll let you know once they do.

the first guy is a hacker and the famale is a hitman from a remote island.

dancing with demons.

2011-12-27T14:14:00.003-06:00

so the powerpuff girls were one of my all-time favorite cartoon to watch as a kid (and now) and him was always my favorite villain out of them all. mostly because he was feminine and badass all at the same time. i think he may by my favorite villain ever. and i've been wanting to draw him since the history of forever/my being, so here he finally is.

this was actually supposed to be uploaded last month, but blogger upload was being a dick so this was problematic in uploading. and because i thought that there wouldn't be a problem in uploading, i deleted it and had to wait until i felt like having another scan day, which was today. //wrists
but on the bright side, i used my lazy days to draw in the other eye! :D

ps. blogger, please get your shit together, gdi.
pps. it looks better if you click it! :o

intoxicated by madness, i'm in love with my sadness.

2011-12-09T19:57:00.003-06:00

i had actually planed to post other unimportant originals before this, but they were scanned crooked. normally i would've posted them anyway, but the way they were scanned was just unacceptable!
and dim's partner was supposed to uploaded before him, but he was unfinished.

so anyway, yes. this fellow is known as dim and he is an information gatherer/broker. he's a sadist, so he sometimes uses torcher as a means to get the information needed. he enjoys it too, even though he doesn't really show it. or he just does it for fun, in general. his favorite means of "fun" is to inject his victim(s) with domingo's special poison that causes excruciating pain before certain death if not given the antidote before the 2nd stage.
dim is quite fond of oranges, domingo (who is his partner), crosses/crusafix, and butterflies.
there's a jagged scar around his neck.

also, if you leave a tag and i don't reply within 24 hours, plan the spam/advertisers. since it's what i mostly get in my art tagboard, i usually don't give it a second look, so i'm sorry. but i have deleted and banned them! hopefully it'll get better.

she was sorry to wake up.

2011-11-22T14:22:00.004-06:00

lazylazylazy. that is my only excuse as too way this blog hasn't been updated in weeks. /shame
but i have been practicing/drawing! i finally got an actual sketch book instead of just a spiral notebook, but i don't want to waste it, so i'm trying to fill it up.
so for today, i shall only post body practices. i hope you can tell what they are;; references were obviously used ~~because i suck~~. i can only remember that i used refs from adara.

i call you unworthy of the body you posses.

2011-11-05T21:34:00.005-05:00

i tried to upload this a couple of times a few days ago, but blogger was not functioning properly so i gave up and decided to try the next day but i completely forgot. "orz
all are characters from ill kill. most of this are unfinished/still in process of being fully complete characters.

[from left to right, top to bottom.]
① azrail, a god of death.
② demon angel/pegasus/unicorn thing that likes to devour people and animals. what makes him/her creepy (haven't decided to gender yet), is that it's still a kid, so he/she treats everything like a game. is known as sayne
③ goat demon/god, because goats have creepy eyes and they fascinate me. it's known as zanahary, which is neither male or female. he/she can either breathe life into humans (that he/she create) or cut it off completely.
④ random profile.

dancing with the devil.

2011-10-19T18:59:00.009-05:00

a little late on the art dump i promised;;; from left to right, top to bottom, starting with the first image. c:

① adams freak, the ring master. he calls all of the shots and collects "freaks" from all around the world. it's currently unknown as to what his "act" (and by that i mean power) is.
② this guys is the illusionist who always dresses in fancy suits. his name is dr. jack or sometimes just "jack".
③ everyone, meet antoinette, the puppet master! she is the creator of pauper, heartwood, and rat. i hope you know what her part of the performance is.
④ random head.
⑤ clown known as suzy. she has a male partner, but he has not yet been created.
⑥ 12 year old werewolf boy, who seems to have nothing wrong with him. except when he transforms, weird looking spike things come out of this body. his name is anu.
⑦ anu's partner, who is practically his mother. she actually has 4 faces. the two other are also halved, like in the front, and they are behind her head. they turn and switch to show her expressions. the expressions with you are seeing is "happy" and "sad." the other two are "angry" and "depressed." her name is karas, which means "faces" in spanish.

there's an itch in my throat only a gun can scratch.

2011-10-16T18:46:00.012-05:00

almost a month since my last post! i'm sorry. i've just been really...distracted by the fact that i hate school. that, and i didn't really feel like scanning anything. lol;;;
so here's a little art dump. the next one will be a slightly bigger than this one. anyway, from top to bottom and left to right, starting with the large image of the girl.
① she is adam freak's favorite (and you will see him in my next post), mostly because of her boob, lol. no really, he likes touching them and making them bounce. her name is bee. she enjoys eating honey, and watching her victims suffer, ohoho~ she does acrobats/trapeze.
② random nerd boy with glasses. maths is fun. :B idk if this guy will ever have a part. i might make him one of those fun unimportant characters. yeah, i'll do that. but he has no name yet.
③ this kid will have a part, but as of now, he doesn't have a place. he also has no name. i will quickly fix this.
④ random eye practice~ |D hmmm, i should draw more in blue. it looks cool.

that's it for today. i might post my next art dump tomorrow, idk. plus, i have another post waiting.

until we have faces.

2011-09-22T20:11:00.004-05:00

i changed colordripped's layout! yay~
it's ok for a simple art blog. but now that the text size is small, i'll have to type more than usual, haha. x.x

so this is just a random style practice, nothing more. the character isn't mine. i saw an art post someone posted on tumblr and i loved the style, so i decided to try it out! unfortunately, the poster didn't credit the artist, so i can't either, and i lost the link to the tumblr post. :/
anyway, i think the only think i changed was the hair, i think. actually, i don't even remember if i just kept it the same way. sigh. i can't remember anything. but this was from a month ago ~~i think~~.

personally, i really like this style and i might try it out again. the only difference is the way you draw the eyes and the face shape, so it's fairly easy and cute. :)

if i ever get to redoing those keychains that i never did actually finish, they will be in this style.

i cry when angels deserve to die.

2011-09-14T18:47:00.006-05:00

he has no name as of yet, but once he does, as always, i will update/edit this post once i find a suitable name for him.
this guy is basically "hades." he collects the souls of dead people and junk like that. because of his job, he mostly spends his time wondering around the human world. he usually changes name/location/identity/ect. about every 5 or 6 years, but he always keeps the same appearance (because it's his true form).
even though he his basically the devil's angel, he is quite calm and gentle but can also be very fierce at the same time. his human age is 24-26. and he currently works as a photagrapher for various magazines like vouge and shit, and meets various famous characters, so he is quite wealthy.~~this job title seemed like it best fit him for some odd reason, haha.~~
his fashion sense actually is quite fashionable, but also very comfortable. he enjoys candy (usually cherry suckers/lollipops), manga/anime, and old school video games (like super mario and donkey kong!). he hates loud and obnoxious people the most.

[edit 09/18/11] i shall name him go dae hwan (last name to first). [/edit]

we will never sleep 'cause sleep if for the weak.

2011-09-06T21:24:00.006-05:00

the last female character, and the last character overall for sugar bones. finally.
meet superior kweenz, a 20 year old college student majoring in art.
again, i think i'm going have some problems with coming up with a story for her. i think it's because she and diamond look so fierce and i don't want them to be weak characters or something, lol.

some little info about her.
her favorite color is pink. she owns a black 1959 cadillac that used to be her great grandfather's, but never uses it. she usually takes a bus or taxi. her favorite movie is bambi and usually watches it from time to time. her favorite game is candy land. she enjoys candy, unicorns, and anything bright, fun, and happy, despite for appearance. she's also half german and russian.
she was a college student, but dropped out because she thought it was pointless and everyone there was shit. she is currently working at a hastings and enjoys it.

she currently has no living relatives so superiour spends most holidays alone. either that, or she finds someone to fuck for the hell of it (as harsh as that sounds).

you talk more shit than your ass can produce.

2011-09-03T22:05:00.006-05:00

this is diamond white. 20 years of age, african american.
works at a hair salon and also does nails. usually changes hair color to her liking and depending on the occasion. loves nail art, so her nails are also constantly changing. loves dr pepper and mcdonalds fries.
is usually hostile, but in an calm, assertive manner. she also sometimes models when she needs money when her job as a waitress isn't working out. but doesn't do it often because she hates it.
i think that that's all the information that i have for her for now. sob. ;-;
i see now that i'm going to have a little trouble with her (back) story, but we'll see.

diamond also never surpasses over 3 months with a boyfriend because she finds it troublesome. but her best friends are adrian and adriano montes.
diamond is hoping to major in fashion and currently owns a small boutique called "coma baby" which sells mostly stuff that she has designed.

the next post will have the last female character in sugar bones.
now i have to go, madea goes to jail is on. :D

you're making me acknoledge the fact that i have feelings.

2011-08-19T20:52:00.005-05:00

this is kang soo young from how to love. i might make minor adjustments to his appearance later on, so this isn't permanent yet.
he is in the human world as "suspension" from where he lives but he appears in korea cause he's bored. while causing havoc, he accidentally injures kyung mi. curious, he follows her to the hospital and she shows him kindness. at first he thinks she's weird and she doesn't know who he is. but on the second hospital visit he finds out that she is cupid. then he wants to use her to cause madness between lovers. she's tricked into doing so. but once she finds out, she sets out to fix it without her powers (it's a rule). he is impressed and their relationship goes from there.
so this is kind of like a love hexagon going on: jung hee and jun hyung both like kyung mu, but kyung mi likes soo young and soo young doesn't know who he likes (or rather doesn't want to admit it). ji yong likes soo young and he doesn't like her. and this guy likes kyung mi for whatever reason.
love triangles/squares are too over-done, lolol. ;D

soo young is 24 years old (at least what's what will be saying in his driver's license). he enjoys a hot cups of coffee with cake (his favorite is of tres leches (3 milks)). he likes to read and watch tv, or dramas in general he also likes his women short. he absolutley detests chocolate and the cold.
when he isn't doing anything, he spends his time cleaning.
he works at a nursery as a nurse/doctor.

when somebody loved me, everything was beautiful.

2011-08-16T14:07:00.007-05:00

* ignore his pink hair color scheme, it won't be used at all. i was just having fun, but decided to upload it due to the lack of color here. xD
this fellow doesn't have a new or a position yet, but i will update this once he does.

idk if i'm going to keep he brown and black hair, or make his hair all one color. i also might just make his hair all one length.

i am the monster in your head, i am the venom in your skin.

2011-08-13T15:24:00.004-05:00

she has no name yet.
she is a dragon who shows up in "how to love." she's a trouble maker who likes to have fun and loves to watch people tear themselves apart.
she is sort of like soo young's pet and the two of them sometimes cause mischief together.
the dragon has a strong attraction towards soo young, but she does not, and this brings her to become more terryfying than she already is. because of her personality, she caused troulbe in the heaven's and now has to face a penalty on earth for 500 years. soo young only had to stay for 50.
somehow, she found soo young. if either of them are caught using their powers by a human while on penalty, then they will be stripped of their powers and become human themselves.
dragon girl pretty much hates everything except for dramas.

[edit 2011.08.16] i have decided to name her ji yong. he name means dragon. 8D [end edit]

gun fucker.

2011-08-12T20:32:00.007-05:00

it's been quite a while since i've done an art dump. :o
i finally got off my lazy train and decided to scan some doodles. here are the least "important" ones. this means that there a couple more!

① expression practice. i need it.
② chibi head angle practice. i should also practice drawing the bodies and try to experiment with some different styles.
③ tattoo ideas. more like practice because i don't i want koi fish. but i might do that winged kai on my back. and the idea/concept is not mine! it's originally from yuumei@devart (i think).
④ i saw this image on tumblr that someone else drew, except it was a meme of some sort and i didn't save the source /wrists anyway, i liked the way it was drawn so i tried to mimic it. i completely failed.
⑤ lol, this is a note-to-self doodle of this super bad ass gas mask that i saw. i want to create a character with this mask. *o*
i decided to have a little fun with this since it wasn't at all that serious and super quick, so i did a top hat and some drips at the bottom. 8)

ideas are bullet proof.

2011-08-05T17:30:00.008-05:00

i forgot to submit this. ;~;
this was a body practice, and i clearly need more practice. lol 'orz
anyway, she has no name or place yet, but i will update/edit this post once she does. uhhh...
she is a 5'4", 17 years old. her style is shorts and usually over-sized t-shirts. sometimes she either wears her boots or her high-tops.

loves: cappuccinos (esp. the chocolate flavor), beanies (currently owns a collection of over 200), skulls (has a total of 4 skulls in her room, all from animals), halloween, and good-looking guys who wear glasses.

[edit 08/12/11] so her home is now in sugar bones and her name is juice andré. she is half african american and half french. :)
i have two more female characters to create and then i am done with the sugar bones casttt. after that, i just have to get to writing their back stories. u_u [end edit]

she starts her new diet of liquor and dick, just like hollywood but laced in sick.

2011-07-28T14:23:00.007-05:00

so i got my scanner back! yay~
i actually got it back after i posted that it was getting fixed. orz;;

i think i drew this character already, but i can't find her, and i'm wayyy to lazy to search through all my posts. but if i find her later on, i'll edit this post with her proper name and all that jazz.
but for now, her will be portrait naylz. she loves all things creepy and dark. however, it doesn't always seems the case since she's always wearing colorful clothes, so it's a contradiction. her room is a combination of the two. her music taste or out of the ordinary as well.

portrait's favorite good is lasagna with lots of cheese. she hates math and loves english.

my hands are deadly. let me show you how i love.

2011-07-02T14:35:00.005-05:00

i have a thing for drawing bruises and such. u_u
and if it's the cause of any confusion, one of her eyes (the one on your right) is closed. and the dashed-circular mark on the right of her shoulder is a bite mark, jsyk.

her name is exit shay. i don't want to say how she get the bruises ~~because i don't know why myself yet, lol~~, but i will say that is very devoted. she's so devoting, it's kind of sad. :/

i still need to create a couple more characters for sugar bones and then i can finally get started. i want to have the same amount of female and male characters, 25 each. therefore, there will be a total of 50 chapters/books, each being a different story. but you will be seeing some characters more than once per book! :D

ugh can i own those cross earrings. /sob

nowadays people know the price of everything and the value of nothing.

2011-06-29T16:30:00.004-05:00

IT'S ROCK MOTHER FUCKING LEE, BITCHEZZZ.

i also had to go and fuck this up with highlighters. "OTL
also, the highlighters aren't that dark and ugly looking, i had to create a layer on top of the original one to make the image darker.
BUT UH, ANYWAY, rock lee is one of my favorite anime characters of all time. honey from ouran high school host club being another one.
when rock lee first appeared in naruto, i thought he was a freak, but as the show progressed, he grew on me. u_u

also, sakura-poo is on the bottom right hand corner, lol. she's saying "das mah lover." i felt like she was necessary. and i support lee and sakura. huu huu~

i like the way lee looks in my style. o:

there is no such thing as an ugly woman, only a lazy one.

2011-06-28T14:11:00.005-05:00

FUCKED UP HER EYES LOOLLL.
i got lazy on this bitch cause i didn't really feel like doing anything.
but uh, yeah. she was just practice, but i decided to give her a role, because i needed this character.
this is hana and she is the "goddess" of nature and shit. she, along with "san" (whom i still need to create/draw), help kyung mi when she needs it. they are the only people who know what's going on.
unlike kyung mi, hana has already been to the human world once before, so she warns kyung mi about humans. san, however, just want to see if kyung mi can handle herself.
despite how hana looks here (lol), she is actually very nice and wise.
hana always has some sort of snack on her (her snacks are sour).

too tired to do anything, too awake to sleep.

2011-06-26T18:20:00.003-05:00

random practice doodles and sketches.
the dude on the top right corner is the only significant drawing here, but he has no name yet.

one day, three autumns. (i miss you.)

2011-06-18T15:06:00.004-05:00

lol;;;; these are kyung mi's backpacks which she always carries around.
jun hyung gave her the blue one, which is a keychain, and jung hee gave her the pink one, which is a backback. they were both a "thank you" present.

the pink one is mi and is a girl, and the blue one is dore and is a boy. get it? like do re mi? the music notes? HAHAHA. idk.
the dore backpack has has a different face than the pink one, but i forgot to draw it and i didn't save the layer files. :/
they were originaly supposed to be mice, but they turned out looking like bears, too. ;3;

family isn't whose blood you carry; it's who you love and who loves you.

2011-06-15T15:19:00.004-05:00

it's been a while since i uploaded something witch color~
her human name is lee kyung mi (last name to first), but she is known as cupid.
at first, she appears which white hair, icy blue eyes, and wings! but due to her having to live in the human world, she turns plain looking witch dark brown eyes, and dark brown hair. her wings also disappear.
her human age is 20 years old; she doesn't know how long she's been cupid. (note: every magical creature in her world was once a human.)

likes: sweet things, cartoons, and music. but she will find joy and pretty much everything she comes in contact with.
hates: coffee, due to its bitter taste. but if someone gives her coffee, she will be polite and drink after adding tons of sugar.

i think i made her skin a little but too dark;;;

what doesn't kill you, will probably try again.

2011-05-28T11:10:00.004-05:00

i think he may be one of the best looking males i have ever drawn. ~~anyway, he doesn't really have a name or a place yet, be his nickname is smiles. he is 19 years old.~~
his hair is currently silver/gray at the top, with black at the bottom. the top portion of his usually changes when he sees fit, but the bottom stays black. eventually, he stops changing it and keeps it a light brown.

likes: pink, music, large headphones, books/mangas, anything minty, vanilla, hooded clohtes, and chains.
hates: chocolate and soft drinks (ie. coca cola).

[edit 20111306]: i have decided to name him kim min kyu (last name to first). i have also decided to make him the make male lead in "love preference," so he is now 23 years old.

be yourself; everyone else is taken.

2011-05-08T14:51:00.005-05:00

i think i'm starting to want to draw again. all i needed was clean, white paper. i want a moleskin. ;A;
anyway, the original is the one on the right (obviously), i just mirrored it to make it less boring.
her name is choi kan byul (last name to fist), 19 years old, student. ~~she seems nice, but is actually very mean. she doesn't show her mean side, even when she's speaking rudely. ~*in love*~ with junhyung.~~

and please ignore her eye brow piercing, she doesn't have one. idk why i drew it.

[edit 12.20.11] i have decided to actually make her nice. i think that there are too many mean antagonists (is that the word?). i think people will feel more sorry for here. [end edit]

engrave the pain of being alive into my soul.

2011-04-23T14:55:00.005-05:00

i've been in major an art block this month so i don't have any posts for april. to make up for that, i drew a quick doodle of this guys who's been lurking in my head for a while. oh man, this is so horrible i cannot. i think i may have gotten rusty. :c

anyway, his name is diasuke, also known as dice. he is a gumiho [nine-tailed fox] (lol, been watching my girlfriend is a gumiho lately) who works for the council. his specialties is with a handgun and close combat. he loves cleanliness, wearing vests, meat, and cell phones. hates dogs, cats, and not having any meat.

his quote reads:

❝ humans only look at what's on the outside and will judge us even if we are beautiful. ❞

you shall drip rubies.

2011-03-31T16:40:00.007-05:00

so we have another script to read in theater, but this time we actually have to act it out and memorized the lines. well, me and partners arfe all mob-like and already have the script memorized, so i drew her.
it was originally supposed to be teeth faux (hence the same hair, kind of, except teeth's is shorter and different colors), new and uncreated, but i had forgotten that i had created her. so i added longer here to this chickadee.
her name is pulse action, cousin of teeth, also 20 years old. pulse and teeth hate each other for reasons that will be unknown to you~ but even though pulse hates her slightly older cousin, she still admires her, which is why they look like fucking twins.
unlike teeth, pulse is very cunning and waits to strike. she will use her looks to get whatever she wants, unlike teeth who hates the attention.

likes: mocha fraps from mcdonalds, mexican food, reading manga, watching anime, horror/gore stuff, motorcycles, jewelry, grapes, and apples.
hates: math, how tall she is, broccoli, guys with tighter jeans than her, and most females.

somewhere deep inside of these bones, an emptiness began to grow.

2011-03-16T19:41:00.009-05:00

it's spring break and i haven't drawn shit. this blog is slowly dying, but i'm determined to keep it alive. so here's an unfinished doodle to keep it going.
i used the following references: ♔ ♔
i am determined to get this as a tattoo when i turn 18 (probably as a birthday present to myself). my mom isn't thrilled about me getting a tattoo, and i'm not sure how my dad feels. BUT I WILL GET ONE, REGARDLESS.
but not on my back like on the images. i want a miniature version of this on my left forearm, in color. the reason why i want this tattoos is simply because i love it and if i were a yakuza, i'd be a fucking badass, but generous.
just thinking about it get me excited. *u*

i also plan on getting the following tattoos (and the reasons why):
- heart monitor behind my ear (no reason) *
- "i love you, mom and dad" on the my left shoulder blade.
- tear drop on my right or left index finger (because i absolutely hate it when i cry) *
- keyhole on the back of my neck (no reason) *
- "i love you mom and dad" somewhere on my chest. close to my heart, i guess you could say.

* i'm not sure if i'll be getting.

this is the same as a maze not having an end.

2011-03-08T17:34:00.007-06:00

i've been uncreative (lol, this is errday) and uninspired lately so here's something that's about a month old, never submitted/posted.
i think samm and me were watching george of the jungle (the live action movie) and i somehow got the idea to make an original that's both a samurai and a ninja. i don't know if that's even possible, but i'll think of something to make this work!

his name is shinosuke, 24, male, and 5'8". albino. he is a verity of weapons, some of which i drew horribly beside him. "orz he also has a bonsai tree tattooed on his back, due to his love of nature and gardening. shinosuke is also mute and rarely shows any emotion. his white hair is braiding, which then leads into 3 more separate braids. on occasions, he lets his hair lose. his masks and wardrobe vary as well.

as stated before, shino loves gardening and nature. he also enjoys warm tea, milk, dongo, sake, and sushi. when he's not gardening, eating, or drinking, he cleans his weapons. every now and then, he will have the company of a woman. 8)

we spend too much time wondering why we're not good enough.

2011-02-17T17:49:00.004-06:00

these were drawn in chemistry when i was supposed to be working out a stoichiometry problem or some shit. honestly, i don't understand a damn word that comes out of that woman's mouth.
both of these were drawn on the back of my script for theater. we're learning how to "act" lines out, without actually acting, if that makes any sense. the two look better irl. :C

① i like drawing bruises, blood, bandages, ect. it's just one of those weird likes of mine, so i drew these. she was supposed to have short hair, but it didn't look write, so i added some longer, darker hair. her name is qen (thinking of a proper name for her was hardddd), 18 years of age. also, the speech bubbles read, "the devil follows me day and night because he is afraid to be alone." also, i like pikachu. :B i think i scanned it crooked. :/
② her name is teeth faux, 20 years of age. idk why i named her teeth, lol. i think it's because she looks like a fucking badass. B) but pretty at the same time. her ugly-ass quote reads: "love is a leech." and there's a random "i love you" at the bottom.

also, have random doodle.

monsters don't sleep under your bed; they sleep inside your head.

2011-02-09T13:30:00.006-06:00

this is knoxx krown a twenty year old college student who hates the world, especially the men that are living in it (except for art hoax, whom she loves). this is the reason why she looks so mean. she is a tattoo artists who also does piercings and shit. she works alongside mason beau. but she doesn't always look this angry! this is her pissed-off-but-i-can't-do-anything-because-there's-too-many-witnesses look.

she has tattoo of a dripping star on the inside of her left (your right) ear, and a skull on the other. she has knuckle tattoos that reads "live free," a chest tattoo, and a tattoo on her right thigh.

she enjoys coffee and cigarettes, sometimes accompanied with a good book. she hates weak people and people who can't make up their mind. her favorite food is neutela and strawberry pizza.

even angels have their wicked schemes.

2011-02-07T17:02:00.005-06:00

her name is gauge lighter, 18 years of age. she is half japanese and half mexican, because i found this fitting.
gauge isn't pronounced like you normally would (G-AGE), it's pronounced G-AWH-G. the normal pronunciation didn't seem fitting, so i changed it. i actually thought that gauge was pronounced G-AWH-G when i first saw it, lol;
gauge's hair color is black with colored highlights that change whenever she feels the need to change them. she usually has the back of her hair either in some type of braid, or she just lets it hang loosely. and yes, those are collar bone piercings, because i think those are cool.
also, her arm tattoos aren't there because i forgot to draw them before i scanned this. (i probably couldn't draw them, anyway). but, she the main tattoo on her left arm is a wolf, and the main tattoo on her right arm is a tree. the tattoos on her thigh are ribbons and lace, and she has them on both of her thighs. gauge also has a key hole tattoo on the back of her neck.

if you finally meet the right person, make sure you're awake.

2011-02-05T16:10:00.008-06:00

lack of updates can be blamed on my art slump. i'll blame it on the winter weather. but! i have 2 more sketches scanned after this one! 8D
anyways, this was done a couple of months ago. ~~gender is unspecifies. male? female? chick with a dick? we probably will never know...~~ nvm. decided to make her a female. 8D
his is sol's younger sister, except she's all grown up! i'm debating on whether or not to add her grown up version in SUGAR BONES. her name is anna-sol freeman, btw, liker her brother. heee~ ♥ she's probably around 15 or 16 here.

i need to add more info to take up space. "OTL
uhh... lets see... her and her brother are very close and they rarely argue. like, sol, she also has pink hair, except her's is darker. she got it done for her 16th birthday. she especially loves pulling pranks on her brother.

formspring me.

i can't tell you what it really is, only what it feels like.

2011-01-22T13:00:00.006-06:00

so this is harley rider, 1 out of the 30 main characters i still have to do for SUGAR BONES. there will be 50 total books, most likley. i probably won't add or remove any stories.
i'm proud what i've made so many characters. plus the ones that i already have (plus the ones that aren't the main characters in bones, lol).

anyway, she was created 3rd period yesterday because we had nothing better to do. also, i like bruises and blood, along with gore. i think her story will have a lot of that, so expect it. and i will be posting a chart of all the book colors, for my reference.

you do not have a soul. you are a soul. you have a body.

2011-01-10T19:53:00.006-06:00

so i decided this is what i want the SUGAR BONES books to look like. simple, yet sophisticated y/y/? i wanted them to be simple, but also had a certain "feel" to them. i spent wayyy to much time trying to come up with something that i liked for the covers. i am now happy. :)

every book will have:

book # (obv.)
different color "static" (the blue squiggly, in this case)
relevant lyrics

this is pretty much a note to myself. :D

and yes, this is exactly what book 1 will look like. lyrics, colors, and everything. consider this as a sneak peek. as for what will be inside will be for you to find out someday~

/edit please ignore all spelling errors! i need to start proofreading. "OTL /end edit

i'm here to prove there ain't no other like me;

2011-01-02T14:23:00.005-06:00

it's another year and i finally got off my art slump, so here's an art dump. most are old but some are recent. mostly practices. oh, and the hand references are from ninjatic@deviantart! thanks to him, i feel like i've improved on them! :)
also, i'm sorry i scanned some of them crooked or if i'm double posting; i was too lazy to fix/check them. "OTL
and i'm also too lazy to explain them, but maybe i will later. i will only tag with "art dump."

i'm not crazy. if i were crazy, you'd be dead by now.

2010-12-25T16:00:00.011-06:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!sorry i didn't draw anything christmas related, i'm kind of in an art block. so, i decided to work on blair's color scheme. can you tell that i didn't feel like doing line art, lol? and i had a little trouble doing his hair; i kept going crooked.
anyway, i couldn't decided on his color scheme. D:

① dark hair, yellow eyes.
② white hair, yellow eyes.
③ white hair, blue eyes.
④ dark hair, blue eyes.

was gonna decided on pale or dark skin, but i ended up liking how the dark skin looked on him, so i kept it. :)
i will update/edit this once i have decided on his scheme. also, help will be appreciated. ;^;

[edit 12.30.2010:] decided to go with color scheme #4, or else he would look to much like omen (despite the i also gave him icy blue eyes). i might make them brothers or something.

humanity is probably the only creature capable of hating its own kind.

2010-12-21T16:10:00.006-06:00

here are some zombie lovers then i never submitted. i like zombies.

① female. yes, she is bald. her head was cut open and missing an eye, along with a finger, an ear, and part of her skin. they call her stitches, because of the stitches on her head.
② male. missing his lower jaw and has his left (your right) eye shut. they call him jaws because he's missing his lower jaw. idk why i gave them such ironic names.

stitches and jaws, as they are known/called, were both two human teenagers that had fallen madly in love (corny, i know). they found about the sugar/black skulls and wanted to prove to everyone what they could do. so they took a joy ride and trashed the black skulls' home while they were away.
when they returned, their pet wolf tracked the scent left behind and the black skulls decided to use their body parts for their spells and potions as punishment.

the leader of the sugar skulls decided to bring the two kids back to life simply because he was bored and thought that they would be of some use.

live and let live.

2010-12-16T18:59:00.008-06:00

i felt like i needed to color something, so i chose to do someone's color scheme and practice my free handed line art=. keisuke happened to be the victim this time. :D
this is really rushed because i got bored after doing this for a couple of minutes. i didn't even bother to finish his hair coloring on the profile view. "OTL i suck.
oh, and i added a little info for you~

ps. i'm doing arick blair's color scheme next, heehee~

also, my irl blog where i rant and post stuff that no one really cares about. :)

your words are like teeth - they're eating me alive.

2010-12-14T08:52:00.009-06:00

more of the puppet master's puppets! fyi, he has a huge collection of them, but i'm drawing the ones that he/she uses the most. and as you can tell, i trying to prevent myself from giving away any information about the puppet master.

① he is called rat. he's missing one of his eyes and his face is cracked, due to him being the one who does the most work for his boss. his master does his best to fix him, but he's so old that he kind just gave up. i'm going to have fun with this color scheme.
and look guys! i drew both of his eyes! :0

also, i realized that he kind doesn't even look a puppet because puppet's have no expression on his face. the reason why the puppet master made an exception will be revealed one day~

② heartwood is what she's called and she is obviously the master's favorite. heartwood is more taken care off, that's why she's in perfect condition, even though she is one of the oldest puppets. her color scheme will probably be a bit plain.

being a virgin nowadays is special. it's like being a unicorn.

2010-12-12T12:53:00.006-06:00

① female puppet. she is known as pauper. her age is 22 (the time she was killed and made into a puppet). she has been a puppet for about 10 years. those are freckles in her face, btw. info on the side was for me, just in case i forgot.

the puppets are controlled by "the puppet master" (also known as "the puppeteer"). they were made by the puppet master from living humans. everything is made out of wood except for the puppets' heart; their soul is located in the puppeteer's miniature versions of the human puppets - that's how he controls them. the puppet's do all of the puppet master's biding.

the puppets have no emotion, cannot feel anything, and cannot talk.

no one knows what the puppet master looks like, how old he/she is, how many puppets he has, or how he/she chooses his victims.

② her name is dae woo and she is the female lead in love preference. she's supposes to be plain looking, i don't know if i succeeded or not.

don't ask, don't tell.

2010-12-08T19:51:00.006-06:00

meet lucy, a 29 year old vampire that doesn't afraid of anything.
she's kind of a major douche bag and says exactly what's on her hind. she has orange/ginger hair and wears nothing but black. lucy loves her motorcycle and the snow. she hates the cold and the rain, especially when they're combined. lucy as also always mean muggin' people.

FUN FACT!: she has a huge tattoo of a mother fuckin' tree located on her back.

i haven't decided if she's just going to be a side character or not. she'll probably just be important for a couple of chapters. yep.

i should erase you after tonight.

2010-12-05T13:47:00.007-06:00

her name is myles williams. she is a she with a he name, lolol.

this was a head angle and body practice. AM I GETTING BETTER YET?! even if it's just a little. :C
i should also practice hands and feet more, since those are my main weaknesses. sighhhh.

i am almost done creating all of the characters from sugar bones. after i'm done with the characters, i need to get their stories straight and then i can start actually drawing the comic. YAY!
but first, i need to find a good printing place so i can figure out the size of the page that i need to draw it on. also, it will be done ~*digitally*~ i still don't know if i'll add screen tones or not; it all depends on the amount of work that it will take me. sigh.

if you guys no any good (online) printing companies, please let me know. ;A;

i'd swim across the ocean to punch you in the face.

2010-12-04T17:56:00.004-06:00

i did another massive scan today guys!
anyway, hon got a slight makeover, on his hair, anyway. it's a bit longer and the color changed (it was black and now it's brown). and his fashion tastes have also changed. he wears his best clothes when he's out. he wears his t-shirts and stuff when he's walking around the house.
but other than that, he's still his same perverted self.

this was a body and head angle (and hand) practice for me. his head is slightly pointing downwards.
also, c-can you tell what he's doing? he has his porn magazines/books resting on his shoulder. i suck and drawing hands. ;A;
and his nose looks weird to me. D:

and because i accidentally cut off ame's part.

hon: you know, i only read certain books...
ame: yeah, porn books. quit being nasty.

there are monsters who act like people and people who act like monsters.

2010-11-26T12:50:00.007-06:00

this will probably be the last one for a couple of days. too lazy to scan at all nowadays. =0=;;
and i'm in love with speech bubbles! except the next few sketched to contain speech bubbles with ridiculous dialogue! :D

again, she has no actual name, but she is known as okada. she is a succubus (if you don't know what that is, please google it). she is currently in stage 1 of her transformation. and crazy.
her horns are retarded, i know.
and that's blood and/or saliva that's coming from her mouth. just whatever tickles your fancy.

and that thing on the top right-hand corner is a irrelevant mouth practice that happened to be drawn on the same page. ok?

beauty is skin deep; ugly is to the bone.

2010-11-25T13:25:00.004-06:00

her name is mizuki and she's a mermaid. :)
also, mermaids don't have clothes, so someone give her a robe, which is what she is clutching. :o

the following crap information about mermaids is completely made up by me.

mermaids are also known as "sea faeries" with many similarities to a fish. they have long nails and webbed hands, along with the tail of a fish. small scales cover portions of their body and their scales are also iridescent. they also have gills! their ears are like the end of a fish tail.

mermaids love shiny and pretty things, and this is how the fisherman usually catch them in their nets.

ever full moon, all mermaids turn human and lose all of their fish-like qualities. this happens to the pregnant mermaids can give birth, or mermaids and be with their non-mermaid love.

there are two types of mermaids:
type 1: beautiful, kind, human mermaids (like iara).
type 2: ugly demon like mermaids with long, sharp teeth who feed on other mermaids.
demon mermaids usually/can happen when mermaids breed with werewolves, demons, vampires, or anything else that isn't a human or a mermaid.

demon mermaids attract men (or mermen drown the women) with the illusion of beauty. they then drown their victim and eat them. demon mermaids also eat other demon mermaids or type 1 mermaids.

i'm not a worthy person so i love myself.

2010-11-24T11:00:00.006-06:00

she is known as shadows, and she's a demon. that's a horn on her head, btw. i know, i suck. "OTL

the demon known as shadows collects and feeds on dead souls/people/ect. if she does not find any, she creates them herself, meaning she kills. exactly what she uses them for is unknown. some theories include: looking for her lost child, giving them to the sugar/black skulls in order for them to find a way to give shadows her humanity back, and so on.

shadows doesn't sleep and lives in the shadows or in dark places and usually roams at night.

this was drawn second period when i was supposed to be studying and writing notes. i'm such a badass. 8D

also, no texture was used. i wrinkled up the paper before i decided to draw on it instead of wasting it.

how do you wake up from a nightmare if you're not asleep?

2010-11-23T11:01:00.004-06:00

another demon. oh lawd. trying to do more female characters. huuhuu~
this demon has no name that is known of, but she is known as geisha.

the reason why geisha is a demon is not known. some say that she made a pact with the devil to keep her beauty forever, other say it was for revenge.

the geisha is a very beautiful female who attracts (mostly) men by playing a sad and lonely female weeping in the night. when she lures men into her home, she sleeps with them, and then she eats them.

the picture on your left is her 1st of 3 stages of her demon form, not counting her human form.
it is my goal to try to draw all of them. LET'S ALL WATCH ME NOT DO IT. YEAH.

am i that easy to forget?

2010-11-22T13:53:00.003-06:00

this guy has no actual name but he is known as night or the nightwalker.

all this crap about the night walker is made up by me because i was too lazy to find any information, if any, about nightwalkers.

a nightwalkers are very beautiful creatures that take the human form at night and an animal form by day. nightwalkers do not sleep, and are mostly males, but in very rare occasions it can be a female. at sunset, nightwalkers roam at night and search for rotten, lost, or damned souls, alive or dead. they are calm and quick when they dispose of the souls, and they do so by sucking their blood, like a vampire. when it is upset, the nightwalker will take the life's of anything or anyone that is near, without thinking and without hesitation. when a nightwalker is through, the body they had taken a life from will turn into ashes and the nightwalker will look for more until the sun rises, then it will turn into its animal form again.

nightwalkers usually wear a see-through cloak and black silk pants and walk bear-footed. nightwalkers have horns and long-pointed ears.

if hurt, nightwalkers will heal quickly. nightwalkers cannot be killed by a mortal hand, or any hand by that matter. they can be weakened, yes, but not killed. if/when a nightwalker is about to die, he or she chooses the next nightwalker. it is also rare to see a nightwalker being made since they are immortal.
why a nightwalker dies is yet to be discovered.

nightwalkers stay the same age as when they were turned and can live on for eternity. i nightwalker can choose to give up his/her title, but only by choosing death or waiting for death to come.

/CHEESY

i call them april babies - cause they fools.

2010-11-21T20:27:00.004-06:00

I AM FINALLY DONE AFTER PUTTING IT OFF FOR WEEKS, OMG. i just have to erase the ugly, not-supposed-to-be-there shading. YAY. and i might add a texture or two, just for shits and giggles. also, yes, i know the shading doesn't make any sense. sue me.

also, doing the blushes is always my favorite part.

a fever you can't sweat out.

2010-11-20T13:59:00.001-06:00

some owls. because owls are cool and i wanted to try drawing them. :)

you're my other half and we're each other's equals.

2010-11-19T16:58:00.004-06:00

here are ametsu's nice/caring grandomother, her adorable grandfather, her crazy mother, and her over-protective dad.
ame's mom was supposed to be young looking, but i think i made her too young.

i miss you a lot, sometimes. other times, i miss you more... even if you say "but i'm right here."

2010-11-18T18:46:00.004-06:00

some head angle practices because i've been only doing front views, due to my creating characters. i should also practice drawing (semi) symmetrical eyes. ;;OTL
i realized that i've been developing my characters more, too. they used to be all the same eye shape, same eye eyebrow, same chin (well, the younger characters and the old characters differ), and same lips.now, all of that stuff is different.
i just wanted to say that i'm proud of myself, even if it's only a little. :)~

also, i realized that i enjoy drawing on lined paper better then in a sktech book. but i still enjoy drawing on card stock even more~ (which reminds me that i need to go shopping for some.)

and just in case you can't see, the title is the same thing that the last head angle is saying in the speech bubble. that means, read the title so you know what he's saying. i drew that big ass heart to take up space. :|

you stop my heart.

2010-11-17T17:15:00.005-06:00

this is a famale version of key from their ring ding dong era, because gender being is quite fun. also, more SHINee fanart for you, because i love you guys. C: ♥
i think key would be the easiest to draw as a female because he's already pretty enough. ;n;
this was just meant to be a chibi practice. (:

keysha (aka female key) had a body, but it came out wonky and funny, so i cropped it out, but the hair was on the same line as the body, so i colored it green instead, lol;;;;

i think i might also make female versions of SHINee, that is if i ever get off my lazy ass and actually start on them. ;;;OTL

oh, gravity. thou art a heartless bitch.

2010-11-16T18:52:00.004-06:00

I MASS SCANNED TODAY GUIZ. i'm/you're set for about a week now~ |D

① I HAVEN'T DRAWN FANART IN OVER 4085034850 YEARS. so, i though i would give you guys some SHINee fanrt, featuring key from their lucifer album. i tried a wacky "chibi?" still for you guys. i thought it was fun and easy. :)
② and a regular chibi~ i gave her a rilakkuma hat (which i also want one). she has no name and will probably never have a name. i want her sweater. :c

i used highlighters for the outline and the blushes and saturated the colors in photofiltre. i love how the blushes came out, lol. |D~

i think perfection is ugly. somewhere in the things humans make, i want to see scars, failure, disorder, distortion.

2010-11-13T15:09:00.008-06:00

he had a body, but i cropped it out because ~~i didn't want to type a lot and have room/white space left over and i hate doing that~~ i can.

i also had trouble finding a place where to put him. i should really think things through. ;-;
his alias name is ace (which he hates, btw), and his real name is arick blair (last name to first). he is a hitman from russia and works alone. arick is half brazillain, russian, german, and italian. arick is a black angel (the mythical creature, it's not some sort of club name or anything, lol).

he likes taking baths/feeling clean, the dark, his motorcycle, and his pet named krasnii (who is a flying fox (her name means "red" in russian)).
he hates dirt/feeling dirty.

what would you try if you had no fear?

2010-11-12T17:55:00.006-06:00

she has no name as of yet, but once she does, i'll update/edit. this post

i made her look too young; she's supposed to be 19 years old, but she looks like she's frickin' 13 here.
this kid's one bad ass mofo; she just doesn't like getting dirty. she says what she wants and does what she want. she can also handle herself.
she works at "extravagent", a clothing store in sunset hills.

likes: fashion, nail art, and cute boys.
hates: everything else.

[edit 20101113:] her name is trinity faith (first name to last). and she's british, btw. end edit.

hate the sin, not the sinner.

2010-11-11T18:25:00.008-06:00

i was having trouble in where i was going to put him, (yes, he's a he), but i finally decided to put him in modern where he's going to lead to the ending. this means that he will not appear unitl a book or two until modern will end.

i'm trying to give all of my current characters places and names. i also need to create more in order to fill up all of my stories. /KILLING SELF
hopefully, i'll be done by thanksgiving break.

his name is sakurai keisuke (last name to first), and he's a model.
he loves getting gifts, taking photos of himself, and tomato soup with grilled cheese. keisuke hates when his pictures come out ugly and caramel (weirdo).

he has a jiro (jiro itsuki) haircut. |D;;;

also 15stairs.blogspot.com got switched to negativepill.blogspot.com!
i didn't like 15 stairs. ;;OTL

"be yourself" is about the worst advice you can give some people.

2010-11-10T18:08:00.006-06:00

face designs for the "sugar/black skull" witches in reinvent. this are just a couple.

sugar skulls, sometimes known as the black skulls, is a clan of witches of all kinds. meaning, they don't discriminate (ie. different types of witches from all parts of the world.)
the black skulls do a variety of works from spells to curses. sometimes they do it for themselves, but it's mostly in return for foreign/valuable/rare ingredients (for their spells), information, or money from people outside of their clan.

the leader of the black skulls is always the one with the most knowledge and is the wisest.
the skull clan is said to have about 20+ members that are known of. they like deep in the forest in what seems like a village. each pairing or person lives in his/her own hut made out of what nature gives them.

when a member of the skull clan dies, the rest of the members carve the dead person's body and use their all of their insides, skin, hair, ect. as ingredients to their potions and spells.
in return for a person to leave the clean, he/she must give up an eye and a finger. not only they, but they must be engraved with a curse of the whole clan's choosing.

i also did these as part of my halloween make-up, which i didn't even get to wear/do/ go. /SOB
i will forever hate myself now. :(

i want what's best for you, but what's better for me.

2010-11-09T18:08:00.007-06:00

HEY GUYS.
meet remixxx (or sometimes known as XXX (3X)).
remix is known for her ninja-like stealth and specializes in new-tech weapons.
she likes chocolate, leather, and guns and hates sweat.

oh, and if you couldn't already tell, she's waring one of those surgical masks. the reasons because she's waring it are unknown (to you, haha~).

i'm still working out her color scheme. ah~ so many choices~

and yes, i know the people in death gaze have crazy and un-ordinary names, but that's the whole point! and the fun of it! :D

the black moon and the white sun.

2010-11-08T11:45:00.010-06:00

finally got around to scanning something, since we didn't have school today.
i have scanned the rest of my retarded art when i did this one, so i wouldn't have to later and i can just upload them.

① this is the main character's friend in "love preference." her name is oh soul mi (last name to first). she is the opposite of her shy friend. soul mi is usually the one that gets them both into trouble and her friend is the one who tries to get them out of it.
② she is cables sister and she is known as daiz. her parents where on something when they named their kids, i beleive. rofl.

on another note, since i didn't go trick-or-treating due to my being at the haunted house, i messed with the make up i bought for halloween and posted some pictures at frozenbullets.blogspot.com.

i tattooed your name on my tongue, and my heart shattered.

2010-11-06T19:44:00.004-05:00

update on the wip~
i need to start working on this again. "OTL i might monday, since we don't have school that day (i was planning on skipping anyway |D;;).

also, i'll post doodles on monday!

there's no such thing as a fair fight.

2010-11-02T18:57:00.009-05:00

completed: october 4, 2010
(i didn't have time to upload it until now. sorry.)

i had to do an archetype (symbol) about me in english 2. and this is what i did. i was also feeling in a creative mood.
i used some random chick for this, but since i wasn't in the computer or didn't bother to look, i didn't have a proper reference.

this is what i wrote:

the items in this image each express or represent a thought, feeling, or idea of mine. the picture as a whole is irrelevant and was done for fun and out of boredom.

the distorted part of the face represents that some people aren't always what they seem and are different on the inside. or, it may be that a person isn't well-liked because of their outside appearance due to society's idea of what beauty is. everyone has some ugly, either inside or outside of them, which is a sad fact of life.

the non-ugly part of the girl is to convey a simple kind of lovely -- something i attempt to look for inside of people instead of the other half, whi8ch is a very hard thing to do. but, like the ugly, there is a beautiful thing, physically or emotionally.

the quote in the speech bubble stands for just one of my many outlooks on life. it's taken from one of my favorite movies named crows zero.

finally, the paint drippings. they stand for change. things change, and sometimes you just can't stop that fact. you just have to live with it, move on, and try your hardest to make the best of it.

i'm retarded, i know.

is you is or is you ain't my baby?

2010-10-24T15:25:00.006-05:00

i'm sorry this blog has been kind of dead lately. ;A;
school has exhausting and taking about 95% of my time. and we've been working on a haunted house to get the school's athletic mofos some money.
so yes, some past doodles located here and here.

oh, and here's another wip of a doodle that i started working on because i was bored but then i got bored with it so i didn't finish it.

(( click to make bigger. ))

it's only embarrassing if you care what people think.

2010-10-14T08:18:00.004-05:00

so i decided to have the covers from SUGAR BONES to be abstract, without any drawings on the front or back link normal comics/manags.
since this is a not normal comic, it deserves a not normal cover and back.

here are just some examples of what they might look like. just to give me and you and idea. and i really like the idea so far, and i think i'll stick with it.
please ignore any of my spelling errors!
if you can imagine the rough drafts as an actual book, it's pretty cool!
they all will have the tittle, the book number, and the summary of SUGAR BONES. on the spine will have the title and the book number, also. inside there will be a couple of doodles (along with the comics, of course) to make up for the front and the back.

i am still unsure if SUGAR will be hard are paper backs. :/

and yes, it will be american (read from left to right).

also, i made a blog at 15stairs.blogspot.com for all of my original characters. there you can find profiles, summaries of my stories, things-to-do list, and all that jazz.

the world ends with you.

2010-10-09T17:05:00.015-05:00

i finally got around to scanning some doodles i did in class. these were all draw on the back of idex cards what were of no use to me and i also ran out of card stock paper a long time ago, gdi.

(from left to right, top to bottom.)

① YUMEMIRU! i havn't drawn this bad ass mother fucker in forever and a day! also, guys, i moved him to death gaze. he is no longer a naruto oc. (lol, i wonder how many people still watch/read that.) i gave him a slight make over. and i forgot what his tattoos looked like, so i didn't draw those in.
② i drew this while i was on a crows zero high. random fool who has no name as of yet. but i'll put him somewhere. he looks like an old school yakuza, rofl.
③ random girl. will never have a name.
④ random boy. [edit 11.26.10]: melvin husdon is his name. /edit
⑤ random girl. [edit 11.26.10]: zax is her name and she's a hitman./edit
⑥ fan art of ritsuka from loveless.
⑦ random. no name. [edit 21.06.11] kim jung hee. /edit
⑧ random girl. was also hand practice. screwed it up.

do you need me because you love me? or do you love me because you need me?

2010-10-03T11:14:00.011-05:00

so i drew these as a keychain examples, which i'm still too lazy to day, along with cardiac arrest* and other shit.

these are just the rough drafts. and don't worry about the eyes, they will always have both of the eyes, and unless the character just has an eye patch or it's just part of the costume. i was just too lazy when i drew this and i was afraid of messing up the eyes and having to redraw them (this was my 3rd try when i finally gave up trying to draw symmetrical eyes, rofl).

also, please ignore the wonky chibi body. i didn't notice it until after i uploaded the pictures. :/

as i stated in my devArt journal, there will be two types/versions of each character/person that i draw: a chibi version, and an anime version.
the anime versions of the keychain will be located inside a shape, either relevant or irrelevant. in this case, the shape is a triangle, because of the band's name, so it's relevant.
the chibi version will have some sort of prop and it will always be relevant (ex: candy, hearts, ice cream speech/thought bubbles, ect.). ryota here is holding a piece of paper with lyrics, because he is one of the lyric writers. he also as a speech bubble with a question mark, because he is always clueless. :)

and here's a list of the characters/people i plan on doing:

IRL:
► 2NE1 (minzy, dara, park bom, CL)
► BIG BANG (g-gragon, top, daesung, taeyang, seungri)
► SHINee (onew, key, minho, taemin, jonghyun)
► the GazettE (ruki, aoi, kai, uruha, reita)

ANIME/MANGA:
► kimi ni todoke (sunako, kazehaya)
► samurai champloo (jin, muegen, fuu)
► koizora (hiro, mika)

his name is kim jung hee (last name to first).

all you do is act a fool; you ain't shit without your crew.

2010-09-23T19:41:00.008-05:00

a random page i'm drawing from SUGAR BONES as a preview. i need to figure out what i'm going to do on the third panel. = ='

xene is the first one shown, and sol is the second. that blob beside sol's mouth is his tongue, btw.

there's such a thin line between clever and stupid.

2010-09-16T18:14:00.016-05:00

before i start giving the description to the doodles, i have added the tag of the band/group names to make it easier from me (and you?)

from left to right, yo.

① (top left on the first image) her name is nitrogen (nitro) simons
② (bottom right on the first image) she's the crazy hyperactive one, which usually messy hair. she's known as seaquinn vergas.
③ this fine ass mother fucking womanizer and manizer is the MAIN BOSS. i shouldn't have made him prettier and me. :( he has no place yet. [edit 21.06.11] i have decided to name him kim jung hee. he has strong asthma and is currently a student. /edit

there are plenty of fish in the sea, don't be trippin' over a guppy.

2010-09-15T18:35:00.011-05:00

from left to right~

① NOE NAME.
② she has no place, as of now. NO NAME
③ her name is NO NAME.

we are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.

2010-09-14T18:06:00.008-05:00

random female that i drew while in school full of bored cells!
and a fail! attempt to practice drawing hands, because i suck at them an i almost never draw them. i hope they look decent. :C

this mofo is from sugar bones known as ryhme hazard, she is really awkward and shy, which makes her the cute.

ON ANOTHER NOTE: i moved my live journal to here because blogger is so much easier and funner. REMIND ME NEVER TO GO BACK TO LIVEJOURNAL. but! i will still keep that account, so i can still stalk some amazing people, lol! :D
but, um, yes. all of my rants/memes/anything-not-art-related will now be posted at frozenbullets.blogspot.com, yo!

i want to get chocolate watsed!

2010-09-13T18:04:00.010-05:00

his real name is benjirou toshi (last name to first).
ben knows how to cook and loves watching dramas. he is the weapon designer and killer.
that's a black scar on his face, from demon poison.

the girl on the bottom right is called taiga tadaki is her name (last to first).
she is the clumsy one of the group and is also not the brightest. but her jokes (and her dumb moments) brighten everyone's day. :)
oh, and the random line things beside her are the other ways that her face paint can go.

you have to learn the rules of the game. and then you have to play better than anyone else.

2010-09-12T21:39:00.012-05:00

so i decided not to do the art dump, that way, i'll some more doodles to post later. :)

the girl on the top left is a famale. her name is midori abe (last name to first) . abe is serious but has shown her wild side when she's with hisano. therefore, they are often paired up.

bottom right is a male and his name is hisano kamin (last name to first). he is usually the trouble maker in the group. he has a black scar from demon poison.

abe and hisano are often mistake as a couple because of their good friendship, but they both have feelings for other people. the two are more like brother and sister, and do act like so. out of all the other members, these two probably have the best relationship, even thought it may not seem like it.

to anyone that ever told you that you're no good...they're no better.

2010-09-11T17:43:00.006-05:00

long, over-due request for jean-rong, who wanted koki niwa, a table tennis player. I'M SORRY IF THIS DOESN'T LOOK LIKE HIM. i'm not very good at drawing fanart, therefore, i lack of it in my art blog. SOBSOB.
also, i lost the link to the picture ref i used for his face, darn it.

i'm sorry this took so long! ;A;
other than the fact that i was busy with school (hence the lack of updates), i totally forgot about this. so sorry! :C

but! since i scanned this, i decided to go head and scan some other junk doodles that i draw while i'm in school. i'll post and art dump tomorrow.

oh look, semi-symmetrical eyes. =D

and 2NE1's album is out!
and it's pretty damn good!

faceless enemy.

2010-09-02T17:34:00.005-05:00

i'm sorry my scanner eats the colors. :(
especially the yellow. (they are highlighters, btw.)

anyway, was drawing and the face wasn't coming out right, so i drew a helmet, and the problem was solved. 8)

the "bounce" was supposed to be going down sideways, but i realized i forgot the "u" while doing the "n" so the letter no longer had a specific place to be. :(
i also got bored 8th period, so i screwed up the letter by adding ridiculous patterns to them.
the pen patterns were on purpose, but the colored patterns were not. except the star on the helmet; that was also on purpose. i really enjoy drawing patterns, though, lol. it's so time consuming and fun (to me).

also this was supposed to be a female. :I

death cannot defeat true love. all it can do is delay it for a while.

2010-09-01T19:30:00.007-05:00

twin brothers~!
because i want to have boy twins when i'm older. or a boy and a girl. OR JUST A BOY. :(

i didn't erase the pencil lines, but here's what the words say:

"love is a luxery for people like us."
- big bang | hallelujah

the quote was supposed to imply that homosexuals have to be discrete about their relationships or the fact that they are homosexuals due to most homophobes.
if that seems random to you, they are homosexuals.
ah, good ol' twin cest~

i messed up on the bottom guy's face. 8(
also, these two have no names yet, but i will update this once they do, as always~~

[edit 11.26.10]: the top twin is adrian and the twin at the bottom adriano. their last name is montes. /edot

when nothing goes right, go left.

2010-08-31T16:41:00.014-05:00

momoshiro~~!
doesn't look like him, i know, but oh well. 8D
MAYBE CAUSE HE DOESN'T HAVE HE'S USUAL "I DON'T CARE" LOOK?!?!

he likes the cold and scarfs. and he's a really nice guy, despite his physical appearance. :)
he purple it his scarf btw. he wouldn't forget that!

and and the word bubble is also from miyavi's "jibun kakumei", even though it was kinds random when i wrote it at the time. but once you take a look at his clothes, you get the impression of winter, so it's...not so random, lol.
the yellow of his shirt (if it's even yellow), is gross looking. :/

and in-su. i don't like this one much, but whatever. it's the hand. i screwed it up when i inked it. along with the rest of it. but it's mostly the hand. :I
actually, i hate this. it's HORRIBLE. BUT I DECIDED TO POST IT, ANYWAY. just in case i don't post tomorrow.
also, idk what he's even doing, or trying to do, so don't ask me. use your imagination. xD

his eye patch says "naraku wo mita" which means "i saw hell." it's from the GazettE's "naraku." 8)

i didn't feel like attempting to draw symmetrical eyes. :I

also, i'm bored. ask me a question? :)

11:11 happens twice a day because everyone deserves a second chance.

2010-08-30T19:20:00.008-05:00

haven't been updating my art blog because school started last monday for me. FML. :(

anyway~ remember i ran out of card stock to draw on? well, i started drawing on one of my spiral notebooks for school, lol. it is now my doodle book. it is no longer meant for notes, haha~ i'll post more doodles from that notebook.

so, just in case that you haven't noticed:
the top-left is obviously a female. and stage name is crash her real is is hikaru anna (last name to first).
the bottom-right is also obviously a female and her stage name cross her real name is bishamon akira (last name to first). yes, she has a boy's name. 8D

OMG GUYS. i drew both eyes. it's a fucking miracle. :O

what doesn't kill you simply makes you...stranger.

2010-08-22T16:41:00.010-05:00

her name is shiro, which means "white". it's because of the color of her hair that she was given that name. 8)
oh, and her real name is tsuhiya akiyoshi (last name to first). she is
obviously a female. and as the bubble says, i meant to attach her chain to her lip, not her nose. ;;OTL

her stage name is fyer rayge (like "FIRE RAGE"). i should've done a better job on her. "OTL

school starts tomorrow for me. ~~BRB KILLING SELF.~~

ps. i'm doing the ugly dance gaiz!

i'm a fairytale written by God’s finger.

2010-08-21T12:07:00.011-05:00

remember the little nerd boy in the little girl's diary that i posted here?
well, here he is, all grown up!
here's the before all the hair gel/spray is applied and he goes on stage and the after with all the make-up and hair gel/spray.

he's name is jo mi joon (last name to first) and has an obsession with eating gummy candy, rofl.
he was told to keep his identity on the download as not to cause any trouble which his boss. when he goes out. he also still attends school.

although his appearance changes, his personality doesn't change (much). when he's good looking he tries to be cool, but fails due to his being nervous.

he is half korean, half mexican, and half japanese. his dad is full korean, and his mother is half mexican and japanese (her mother was mexican and her dad was japanese). he knows 6 languages (japense, english, spanish, korean, chinese, and french).

and yes, that is a star tattoo on the back of this neck. he lost a bet with his mom, lololo. yup, she's hardcore, haha~

are you free tonight, or will it cost me?

2010-08-18T16:39:00.006-05:00

random character with a funny shaped head. "OTL
he does not have a name. like 90% of the doodles i post, i will name him when i can actually come up with a name.

i messed up on his right (your left) eye, so i drew an eye patch. eye patched can fix anything. |D
AND IGNORE THOSE UGLY ASS HORNS. i can't draw them worth a shit.

those "dots/circles" on his shoulder and chest are actually scales. he's a demon, but he's a good guy. :B

also, he had a bow at the back, but i messed it up and erased it, lol.
so that's his weapon. a bow and arrow. how original. :I

also, today is "meet the teacher" and i don't feel like getting all ~*pretty*~ just so i can get my schedule. feh.

[edit 20101106]: his name is axel~

i won't be there to disapoint you.

2010-08-17T15:44:00.010-05:00

the short one is a homosexul and plays the guitar. his stage name is seiki and his real name is izumi hinata (last to first). also has a "thing" for the taller guy behind him, who plays the drums.
the tall guy's stage name is tsubabsa and his real ritsuka mika (last name to first). because of seiki, he is confused about his sexuality, lolol. no, seriously. :|

even thourh they're in an a band known as tri▼ngels, they are blood sucking vampires.

if you can't spot the triangles, they're pretty obvious.
seiki: on neck (they're tattoos)
tsubasa: below eye, the white ones are piercings and the black triangle is tattoo.

and if you're wondering what seiki is saying in the bubble, he's saying:

"i know you want to sex me, so lets just get this over with."

cocky bastard isn't he? 8D

i might draw chibis of them with their color scheme. hmm~

it's not the size of your sword, but how you use it. in this case, both are impresive.

2010-08-16T15:05:00.009-05:00

some random doodles i did a few days back because i was bored.
these have no meaning to them, lol.

i was drawing kids and and practicing with chibi styles.
most of these doodles are space fillers. like the milk and the cookie, haha~

also, WHAT IS ANATOMY?
omg, her hand is too small and her bottom half, wth..?
WHAT IS THIS I DON'T EVEN-

my favorite one is the little boy with the weird rabbit ear things (the one that says "i need a hug"). 8)
his name is sunny. :)

~~also, i'm selling these supa fly earrings for $20!~~

don't lie to me; you suck at lying.

2010-08-15T10:44:00.009-05:00

wip 1 / wip 2

sorry for the horrible quality. op wouldn't let me save it as a .PNG file. :(
and if you're wondering why the previous ones aren't as horrible in quality, it's because i usually screenshot them.
i was going to screenshot this one too, but when i opened the document with the layers and shizz, i realized that i didn't save the all of the coloring.
i really didn't feel like recoloring this again, even though this one is horrible ~~because i got lazy~~.
and if you're wondering why it is currently a .PNG file, it's because i thought if i changes it after, it would go back to normal.

his full name is asuke reita (last to first). vampire mofo who loves to eat.

ok bye.

she spun the stars on her finger nails.

2010-08-14T15:30:00.005-05:00

you guys. YOU GUYS. YOU GUYS!
i ran out of card stock paper to draw on, and i don't have any money. :C
so i drew this is a random little notebook i found.
i was practicing drawing little people (kids) and then i started writing a "diary entry". it's the little girl's diary!
she experienced her first love with a cute little nerd boy. n____n
love really does come in all sorts of packages.

btw, if you can ready my hideous cursive, here's what is says:

8/13/10

dear diary,
today i encountered my first love. i think that he's the most wonderful man that i have ever met. of course, i'm only 9 years old, so i haven't met many men, but still. ♥

yeah, don't laugh at me. .-.
i got bored very easily and have to find ways to entertain myself. :I

hollow secrets.

2010-08-12T15:48:00.006-05:00

you can see the previous wip of this here.

started doing the lineart and some of the coloring today! i've been doodling irl, so i haven't been working on this. (i'll post some of theose doodles after i'm done with this, btw.)
i also won't finish this today because my sister found "so close" and i've been itchin' to watch that movie again. * u *

this guy still needs a name.
but his band already has one, and i'll reveal that when i post the finished doodle~

ps. opencanvas reminds me so much of tegaki. but op is wayyyy better because if has layers!

ｙ　ｕ　ｍａｄ　ｔｈｏ？ಥ﹏ಥ

2010-08-06T17:33:00.006-05:00

this time, i'm working on a full body. :O
can't finish it today though, meet the brows the movie is coming on in about 20 minutes. brb.

also, i think i might be in love with opencanvas.

uhm, yeah. random j-rocker oc.

her whisper is the lucifer.

2010-08-04T20:34:00.010-05:00

a small chibi doodles that i just "finished."
i was bored and saw these cute chibis on tumblr and decided to try to copy the style, so opened opencanvas and this happened~
the chibis i saw had rounder heads, not square like i drew it. it's the eyes that i copied. 8D;;;

i haven't decided on a name for the chibi, yet. heck, i haven't even decided if it's going to be a girl or a boy! will most likely be a girl, though. i don't have enough female characters. lol;;;

i will updated this past on when the chibi has a gander and a name. i need names for the other characters, too.
i also came up with a new story, so i'll be needin' more characters and even more females. RAGE.

also, the black is supposed to be shaved. d-does it look like it's shaved? even if it's just a little;;;? ;-;
on another note, i love love love doing the blushes! i think it's my favorite part out of the whole drawing process thing. (:

i also got a poupee account! add me? well, i've had it since last year, i think, but i just started it using it today. ;;;OTL

oh, and here's the sketch/wip:
[edit@20100812:] ok, i've decided that the chibi is going to be a she. and her name is going to be storman kingsley.

19th street.

2010-07-31T11:09:00.012-05:00

i've been tying to come up with some females for my stories, since i mostly have men, so that's what i've been doing these past few days while in my slump.

o1. random page from modern. i had to draw this out before i forget what i wanted the chibi faces to look like and why they have those expressions. xD deleted the text to keep you guessing~
o2. another random page from modern. the guy (who's supposed to be momo) just woke up.
o3. female. no name as of now. (note to self: black hair with red in it.) [edit] yuiki ruka (last name to first) is her name. [end edit]
o4. his name is cable walker. he's the tech. he's supposed to look sleep deprived because of all of the time he spends on his computer.
o5. an old man.
o6. another female. no name will be given.
o7. no name will be given.
o8. chombah blake.
o9. and anther old man.
1o. no name will be given
11. orochi is is name.
12. ok, this one has a name. her name is fawn, and she's partners with #11.
13. no name will be given.

i'll update/edit this post when they do get names.

i have love for you spilling out of my pants! :D

2010-07-30T16:25:00.007-05:00

i was in the mood of drawing something cute with pink hair, so i took out my tablet and opened opencanvas and he happened. yes, he.
he has no name as of yet, but i will update this post once he does. :)

[edit@20100812:] his stage name is ryota and his real name is hitoshi ken. he is from the band widely known as tri▼ngels and he plays the guitar. also a vampire.

midnight howls.

2010-07-25T12:23:00.012-05:00

a few doodles i did to get rid of the block. :)

from left to right, top to bottom:
① no name. will never have one.
② she's poi green from sugar bones~
③ fail!taemin fanart from SHINee's lucifer comback.
④ fail!key fanart from SHINee's lucifer comback.
⑤ no name.
⑥ ametsu. i made her body too small compared to her head. gdi.

and the rest all all just head practices~~

smile now, cry later.

2010-07-18T12:18:00.015-05:00

i haven't been ignoring this blog, it's just that i've been in an art slump/block. D:
anyway, here are some i doodles i drew about a week ago.

[from left to right, top to bottom.]
① demon lady known as midnight.
② another demon lady. those circles "coming out of her horn" is her hair. :I her name is saturn, btw.
③ new oc. his name is kim doo sung (last name to first), with some info on the side. he's from love preference.
④ she's known as a "god" in my story reinvent with white hair and antlers. the thing with the squiggles on her left (your right) is her hair that i attempted to draw braids on. the thing on her right (your left) are feathers with beads. her name is shizuka.
⑤ ametsu being all gangstuh and shit. cute at the same time.
⑥ random unfinished chibi doodle. was trying out poses.
⑦ his name is cloud hinson~

ps. remember that i now have a livejoural for irl posts and i also update my tumblr daily. (:

kill one man, and you are a murderer. kill millions of men, and you are a conqueror. kill them all, and you are a god.

2010-07-07T12:13:00.007-05:00

i drew this last night while watching some music videos with samm~ :D ("tyler perry's house of payne" was off the satellite. :C)
i had a notepad in hand to write down some songs and i started doodling, i added some stuff, and this happened.

curly mohawks, ftw! xD
i messed up on her lips, so i have the girl a mask.
and i also messed up on her hand, oh well~ idk how to fix that. actually, it's her thumb that bothers me. :/

her tattoo on her neck reads "love is pain".
her tattoo on her shoulder is inspired by gd's "heartbreaker."

she reminds me of rihanna and how she looked in "run this town" so i'm going to put fan art in the label, too.

on another note, i made a new layout for cardiac arrest based on my blogskin layout. 8D

also, i still need more votes. i need to know how do you guys like your manga? :)

also, awesome giveaway is awesome.

i'm naked under my clothes.

2010-07-04T22:39:00.006-05:00

cardiacarrest@smackjeeves
decided to go ahead and start on the first two pages, since they're just words, lol.
cardiac arrest* wips and junk will be posted mainly at smackjeeves, to keep checking there.
it'll all make sense soon~

notice that it's at 25%. HUGE FILES ARE HUGEEE.
and i'm still not sure if it's big enough. lulu confuses me. D:

[edit 2010111]: no longer from cardiac but from death gaze.

you should have told me to stop before i got carried away.

2010-06-30T14:13:00.009-05:00

hayate got a face lift! 8D
click on his name in the tags to see what he looked like before.

so, this is a few weeks old, just never got around to scanning it until now.
his hair is messy because of the caps he's always wearing (yes, he still wears those, and his hoodies!). jk, i messed it up at the top of his hair. D:
also, i will most likely remove his snake bites.
idk, they just don't look right for his type of character.

i've recently entered an art slump. :/
i really want to finish at least ONE keychain, but i just hate the way they come out. D:

anyway, sketched with a red ball point ben and "lined" with a black ball point pen. red taken out, lines adjusted, and gradient added in photoshop cs3.

also, i got a livejournal for ~*irl*~ stuff. this means that my livejournal will not have any art posted there (maybe every once in a while). it will mostly be photos and stories about my days. and rants, too, so you won't have to hear me babble on.

the world is a place that will eat you alive in one day.

2010-06-24T13:00:00.012-05:00

① momo with a scarf and a smiley-face beanie. i want that beanie.
② kenji with his killing/killer hoodie. 8)
③ random demon lady concept. her eyes looked weird. she looked better with only one eye;;; and her horns are not....proper. drew last night while watching family guy. her name is bead.

my favorite thing about me is not me, but everyone else around me who makes me who i am.

2010-06-20T18:40:00.014-05:00

first of all, about the picture.
these were drawn while i was staying at my aunt's~

[from left to right, top to bottom, as always]
① his name is art hoax. those are his real eyes, btw. uh yeah. i was watching a documentary about/on vampires and he was created;;; but it was very interesting and i love the way he turned out~
② random male.
③ his name is simon neils~~
④ she still has no name. but she's a witch.

just because i'm happy doesn't mean i have to smile, and just because i smile doesn't mean i'm happy.

2010-06-17T14:40:00.015-05:00

my dream is to make a whole manga and to have it published and have thousands of people to like it and draw me fanart. let me dream. :C

so this is some manga practice shizz. had this scene/page in my head forever ago, and decided to draw it out. as practice. yes.

so this is ametsu in her new school, having and causing trouble. the fool in the first panel is supposed toe b "kagami junpei" (last name to first). i'm still working on his design, so this is not final.
he's a douche bag, as you can see. and that's a necklace he has on. he's the leader of daiki highschool.

momo is the one in the last panel. you can't tell because i kind of got lazy after attempting backgrounds. Dx
they're in their homeroom. ame is walking out the door. keisuke it sitting down (that's a window behind him, btw).

and as you can see, i did even try to use a ruler when doing the panels.
i'm sorry i fail so hard. "OTL
and here's some moar manga practice.
started to work on CARDIAC ARREST, but i don't think it will be released on the date i had planned out. i still need more practice :/

took me a while to come up with page 1 because i couldn't come up with anything. i hate having to start something. so hard. and yes, this is page 1. sorry is sucks eggs;;;

messed up on the girl's eye on the first panel. looks like she was in a fight and lost. reason why i don't even bother with symmetrical eyes.

also, this is cropped. the last panels were literally empty because i got tired. so this is half a manga page. :D

ps. this is g. i love their blog posts. it's always something different and amazing. it's like free advertisement for amazing-ness.

[edit 2010111]: cardiac arrest no longer exists.

you're not even worth an orange peel, you punk!

2010-06-16T14:20:00.009-05:00

WARNING: big file is biggggg.
this took a while to upload. but i finally got it!

was bored yesterday so i took out my tablet, opened paint, and started doodling.
practice and shit.

and sorry for my crude humor! i don't take things very seriously (most of the time), in case you haven't noticed. lol;;;

i want some ninja pants. u__u

click to make it better looking!

ps. thanks a lot blogger! you ruined the quality! douche. >:C

[EDIT: hosted it at photobucket instead.]